What is my blog really for?

Attention.... No.
Sympathy.... No.
Entertaining the public... No.
Whining.... No.
Experiment.... No.
Documentation..... Yes?

I don't know why I am starting a blog.. It's probably because there is nothing that interests me on Hulu, my dog is sleeping, and it is too dark and cold to leave the house. To be honest it probably wont last more than a few days. So yes, I'm creating a documentation of my life that will hold the events of today and of how ever many future days I so shall choose.

Will it interest you?... No.
Do I care if it interests you?... No.
Will I write it in a format that will give you the necessary backround to understand my life and what's going on?... Probably not. :)

Lucky you.

Why are you lucky?... Because my life is not that interesting to the outside eye. I am just a simple 18 year old who dreams of going to a simple college, lives in a simple duplex with her simple dog, her simple 6 foot long boa constrictor, and her not-so-simple boyfriend, and works a simple internet marketing job for her not-so-simple grandparent's company.

Wow, that sounds depressive. Which is not me. I LOVE my life. I have so much fun and laugh so hard EVERY day. Every person in my life is amazing to me and makes every day a juicy and fantastic experience. :) But you wouldn't know that, because YOU are not in my head. My head gets excited VERY easily and makes the simplest things feel like a million bucks. For example.. I go to bed smiling because I know I will get to wake up and take a hot shower and spend an hour of "Brittney time" playing with my hair, clothes, shoes, and makeup.

This is fantastic.. But being so excited all of the time isn't always a good thing. I tend to have extreemly high expectations which are easily crushed. So my bubbly and happy mood easily comes spiriling down.

Wow I just had a thought, maybe I'm bi-polar?